urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missrmq missrmq missrmq 2008-11-18T03:10:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missrmq:796 2008-11-18T03:10:21Z 2008-11-18T03:10:21Z quick post so that i can remember what i consumed.<br />as i'm typing this, i'm shoveling cereal into my mouth and feeling sicker by the moment.<br />my stomach is NOT happy with me.<br /><br />i did really well today.<br />nothing until about 5 or so.<br />then it kind of went downhill...<br />but you know, i'm just starting out again, so i suppose i shouldn't beat myself up for anything below 500 cal.<br />oatmeal - 160 cal.<br />soup - 60 cal.<br />cereal - 130 cal.<br /><br />oooops.<br /><br />total = 350 cal.<br />not TOO&nbsp;bad.<br />not too great.<br /><br />i kind of had a terrible day. fretting about 'severe damages' that my body may or may not get from my stupid ED.<br />&gt;.&lt;<br />which is partly why i'm eating now. not because i'm starved, but because i got scared.<br /><br />i really need a spoon. honey bunches of oats [with almonds!&nbsp;:D] is not meant to be a finger-food, i'm afraid. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missrmq:718 2008-11-16T02:57:06Z 2008-11-16T02:57:06Z today was a good day, in all actuality.<br />for some reason hunger never took its toll, and therefore, i didn't eat.<br />felt nice.<br /><br />i saw bolt tonight with my friend [we're five at heart] and it was adorable.<br />ate two pieces of gum.<br />that's my entire consumption for the day.<br /><br />score.